A DIFFERENT FEELING

It is a blessing of emotion
A different feeling
Watching you in sync with her in laughter
Like a well rehearsed choreography

II
It is as though
Someone switched on my thinking plug
Could this have been a trap?
Did he joke over my sincere messages with her?
Could I be a fun they are having?
It is a different feeling

III
It is a different feeling
Still my mind grinds on
Could it be that I am a tool?
A tool to fetch out the love of another?
Or a fool?
Playing helper to a love at play?
It is a different feeling

IV
It really shakes my ground
This different feeling
Takes me back to how it started
Could it be a challenge?
A challenge to show my fallen self
And be hailed master of a game?
A different feeling

V
A sigh is in order
I ask me why bother?
You are one not ready to loiter
One never ready to light same fire
So why bother?
Answer? Nil
Amoafowaa Sefa Cecilia (c) 2015