I’m in bed
But not in bed
I’m in the bed of thoughts
Lying on the blanket of fear
And wrapped with the cloth of future loss
All working with darkness of nightmares
To throw me into a bottomless pit of failure
II
Why do I walk in sleep?
Why do I run in sleep?
Why do I weep in sleep?
Why do I, like a lost sheep,
Bleat at the pain of unfair whips in sleep?
Why can’t I be a dove in sleep?
Why can’t I have peace in sleep?
III
This land of my dreams
Filled with screams
Filled with enemy beams
Crying to wounds with no soothing creams
And looking into eyes of enemy teams
A painful world it seems
A world of dreams with screams
IV
How can a little mind have such lands?
So vast with countless bands?
So spacious with many hands?
So fertile with countless trees?
So cloudy with chaotic rains and dooming fires?
So trappy with many traps?
So litigatory with many courts of shame?
Yet a run of wakefulness shows its little place of pillow, scary!
Amoafowaa Sefa Cecilia (c) 2014

10 replies on “LAND OF MY DREAMS”
I love both words and image…thank you
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Thank you very much dear Janet. Blessings.
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Fear has no boundaries. It will be where you can see. It’s strength is stronger than the all of you. A mind that has no faith, a mind that does not believe,will be where you will find this fear. You are not the only one, it’s in us all sweet dreams of fear
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True Sheldon. Always grateful. I hope you’re doing well.
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Welcome back Cecilia
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Thanks Irene my friend. Missed you. Hope you’re good.
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Thanks Cecilia, I feel okay, still tired after the movement. There is so much to do in a new house. Nice to see you back.
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Oh! I know that feeling and stress. It shall pas soon for serenity. Enjoy your new home. Glad to be back.
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Your words stir the depths of me. Often leave me without words. I so relate to this poem. Thank you. So glad that you are back, I hope you are rested and well…From my heart ~ Chanel
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Thank you so much Chane. I am well and happy to be back into a beautiful world and people like you. Blessings.
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